thnx Carp
ill do my best, well actually thats what i have been dong a couple of months, but really hard right now..
friends have died, family is in chaos... nm... i miss the times i can just go to a place where i can be someone else... feels like it is what i want to right now, but as you said, i have some things to sort out first..
oh btw Happy big B ! ^sFw^
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